I dont do public breakups. well at least not on social media.
I haven’t wanted to post about this publicly but I need to get this off my chest. http://sarahblake.tumblr.com/ broke up with me in the WORST possible way. Via text. The first and ONLY person in my life to do so. why did she do this you ask? Well because I got angry that she wasn’t responding to my texts and tweeted that “i hate me a one eyed muther fucker in Texas.” witch then led to “i wish I was rich so I could pay for everything”. Not my best let me tell you.
I had been trying to reach Sarah for days and got stonewalled. You see she was dating someone else and wasn’t being honest with us her couple about her feelings. I am an experienced person in open relationships. I understand when I bring in a single lady that eventually they will want their own relationship with the partner they choose, and that’s awesome. It’s sad when they go but it’s a part of having an open relationship, I fully understand that and accept it. However that’s not what https://twitter.com/SarahBlakeInc did. I kept checking in with her and she told me repeatedly that she needed to experience being part of a throuple. So when what would happen next happened I was confused.
She would then send me this text: I needed some time to work some things out. I couldn’t voice what I was feeling. I had hard decisions and would still like to be friends. I cant me more than that for you.
OK. Well that’s shitty that http://sarahblake.com/ broke up with me but well it happens.
Then I did another thing to piss her off. I wrote on twitter that I was just broken up with via text NEVER saying it was her but well SHE knew it was her so she blocked me. I mean I was completely dumbfounded. So shocked i had to tweet it. My mistake.
Now she wont return my stuff. This is why i’m posting all of this. I’m letting the court of public opinion tell me what happened and why you think she wont return my things.
Here are the mails in their entirety.
No. Don’t worry about it.
On Oct 31, 2013 4:21 PM, “” <> wrote: I’m sorry I’m confused.
You don’t want your suitcase and clothing now? I’m not holding them hostage I just want to ship everything at once. I can’t afford to ship more than once.
Please clear this up for me.
Glad ur well.
On Oct 31, 2013, at 2:14 PM, Sarah Blake <> wrote: There is probably a suitcase that he didn’t check. If I won’t be back in Vegas soon then just keep the things, trash them, sell them. Whichever is easier for you.
On Oct 31, 2013 4:11 PM, wrote: You can toss my other clothing instead of shipping a second box . I will find your things that are missing and ship them when I am back in Vegas. There is no reason I wouldn’t me amicable.
On Oct 31, 2013 4:05 PM, “” <> wrote: Sarah, I’m not writing to upset u: to pick a fight or to be petty that being said: My biggest fears about your brother packing my items and sending them to me came true. I have been sent more of your clothing and some of my things are missing. I’m missing: Black and purple corset from stormy leather corsets. 2) njoy toys. one double ended dildo roughly 7lbs. The other has 2 knobs at either end of a curved piece of stainless steel. Roughly 3lbs Camera stand from amazon.com Lingerie… What I will be sending you as soon as I can be sure no more of your clothing or items are shipped to me. 1pink suitcase Shampoo conditioner brushes exct. Clothing Curler set I unfortunately can’t afford to keep shipping your items across the country and will be sending your things as soon as the other box you mentioned arrives. You did say your brother was sending two correct? Glad your well. I do hope we can handle this amicably. S I have every intention of sending you your things. I realized that we couldn’t just be friends even though that’s what i needed. The negative comments about Happy were too much as i was helping to support him in getting the help he needs. I didn’t feel like we could talk about it but wanted to try. Usually we text then talk. I was hoping that was what would happen but then instead of a reply just your posts on a public forum i just unfollowed.I needed time to gather my thoughts and my feelings for a couple days and i should have stated that. It was unfair. You are correct. I know a sorry doesnt make it better so there is no point in a lenthly apology. I had already unfollowed so your request is already done. I am back in Vegas next weekend and will send everything of yours. Or i may have my younger brother pack and send them faster. I am going back anyway next weekend to go through and make sure nothing is missed. I know there were several suitcases with a mix of your things in with mine. I think I have it all but want to double check. There might be 2 separate boxes. I can get you a FedEx number so that you have no expense in sending things to me or if you tell me the cost I can refund that. Whichever is easier for you.
Sarah, > > I realize in hind site you probably think I was being petty by asking for my clothing and that’s not the case. > > You see after you once again traipsed into and out of my life without explanation staring at your suitcase and your toiletries and clothing hurts me heaps. I’d hoped that by asking for my things you’d reciprocate in giving me an address to send your things too. This still has not happened. I have your Vegas address I will be sending your things to your house next week. Heads up I don’t want to waste MY money by sending you your things to have them sent back to my house. > > I still need all of my lingerie Sarah; that represents auction money to me. I know ur crazy wealthy now and don’t care about that sort of thing but as I’m broke I need to sell my stuff. And I need my camera stand back as well. > > I need closure Sarah. with that said I also need u to unfollow me on twitter and tumbler. I have done so already with you I would appreciate the same courtesy. > > I wish you had respected me more as a friend as a lover and as a human being: I don’t care that you chose Happy I care that you LIED to me every step of the way. And I’m sure it was unintentional but it was still lying. And then u shut me out for a second time. This is all SUPER hurtful and confusing. I wish u felt you could tell me what’s going on. I keep thinking ‘what did I do wrong?!?!’ And the only answer I have is u did this almost 10yrs ago and your doing it to me again. It’s a horrible pattern Sarah. It unfair to me. And mostly it’s unfair to you to not be honest with me. I need this to be done and over Sarah; please send me my things. Your things are on their way… > > In sadness and loss > J > > Well if this mail actually reaches u: I have a suspicion I’m in ur agragation program and your not receiving this mail I’m sending. >
I know your in Vegas. Here’s your reminder that your holding my things. Please send my stuff Sarah. I don’t want to have to go to a lawyer but I will if I don’t hear from u.
I am not in Las Vegas and have not been there in about a month. As of my last email, I was not sure when I would be back there. This is still the case. REREAD THE EMAIL. I’ve also decided since you didn’t want to pay for sending my things back to me with YOUR money, I don’t see why I should use MY money to fly to Vegas to ship things back to you, if in fact there is anything left there that belongs to you. What I found, I sent back to you at my expense even though you were unwilling to extend me the same courtesy.
So what do you think I should do? I mean She’s admitting to keeping my things. Or rather theft… I need that corset for my strip shows coming up. and those toys were super expensive. Help me fans to understand this.
I love zit popping! And this is just so over the fucking top I can’t believe it. Bit here it is, and I quote ‘raccoon food tonight’.